empty feeling in a crowded room he knew that

he shouldn't have come today

best intentions get misunderstood

he just wanted to see her face again

thinks it might just be the last time

everyday his courage slips alittle more

he knows soon it's gonna have to end

since she's gone and seen the one before



he'd been living in a memory till now

never wanted to face it until now

couldn't even say the name until now

cut his wrist and let the blood spill out

couldn't face it till now



shook her fathers hand good bye

kissed her mother on the face she started to cry

hate so strong it always showed

no one said it but he'd always know



blue flowers on her mattress are all that he sees now

a broken picture of her face that just won't fade

it's finally gonna fade now



cause he'd been living in a memory till now

never wanted to face it until now

couldn't even say the name until now

couldn't even say the name until now

never wanted to face it till now

it never faded till now