Half past four in the morning
It’s kinda cold outside
I feel my past is haunting
But I'ma be alright
I've been here for a while
Fabricated smile
Found my lover in a bottle
I am no role model

Oooh it's only up from here
Time to leave it all behind
Need to find myself, adhere
So let's forget about tonight

Nihilistic and shameless
Sober yet fading
Destructive and hated
But humble and gracious
Oooooh Lord I'm sorry I have wronged
I guess now it’s best if I move on…
So forgive me for my life
And I will wait in line

Oooh it's only up from here
Time to leave it all behind
Need to find myself, adhere
So let's forget about tonight

Shrouded in mystery
Shrouded in misery
I hear the voices calling
But he isn't knocking
So Mama stop mourning
Back where I started
Right here where my heart is
Take a glass and I'll pour it