looking for reasons for what I did

looking for reasons to live

waiting at your doorstep another night

scared to death of you sleeping around



call you in the morning crying on the phone

glad to hear your voice but your voice has turned ice cold

It was that very moment that I made up my mind

there's no longer no reason for me to try



looking for trouble and reactions allt the time

like a teenage kid it makes me feel alive

ask my mother: does peace come along with the age?

"no restlessness grows worse day by day"



I can't control my hope I can't control my dreams

I can't eat I can't sleep I can't do anything



call you in the morning crying on the phone

glad to hear your voice but your voice has turned ice cold

leaving loads of messages, leaving you notes on your locked up door and your shut off phone

It was that very moment that I made up my mind

there's no longer no use for me to try

the worst case scenario is what we've been going through 

worse than anything I can relate to

I've never moved on, I've always been stuck

left so much behind without building it up

so long since I wished to get up in the morning 

so long since anything but singing had a meaning

the worst case scenario is what we've been going through 



I can't control my hope I can't control my dreams

I can't eat I can't sleep I can't do anything