Living life, don`t you cry. My life - pain is God. 
Many nights, painful thoughts occur. Love me - again I`m wrong. 

In denial I tried to be your friend. I tried to be a good boy. 
All I see, a hate deep inside. Startle me, someone save me. 

Now these memories 
Still I hide 
They bury me 

All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother) 
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her) 
(x4) 

Looking back I was never ever right. You were my step 
mom who always wanted me out of your sight. I would come walkin` in and 
I`d say, "Hello," but you`d slap me and make some fucked-up comment about 
my clothes. But I tried to let it pass, but the pictures in my head were 
with you with a knife up your ass laying dead. So I popped some more caps 
in your ass. Now your son is such a fuck -- motherfucking bitch never try 
to play me! 

You make my life -- not so.... 

All I want to do.... 
Is kill you.... 
(x2) 

All I want to do.... (you are not my real mother) 
Is kill you.... (so I beat and stab and fuck her) 
(x2) 

Wish! You! Were dead! Now! 

How.... I know 

How can I cry over someone I never loved? 
How can I cry over someone I never loved? 
Never loved.... Never loved