I can't understand why my life

Would warrant discussion or gossip

My conquests and accomplishments are minimal

It's like some new false language

I can't understand

Maybe I wasn't really listening

You see I don't speak for the sake of speaking

I speak from the heart, my words reveal me

That's why I have nothing to say to you

It's amusing that you consider yourself

Some great reward...Oh, 

so beautiful...So precious.....astounding

And if I caused you distress in your life

It's because I've deemed yours worthless

I think nothing of chewing you up

And spitting you out Because I consider you nothing.

Alive

I'm alive

I'm a lie

I am awake

I've awoken

I denounce you

I forgive you

I am reborn

You always said you'd be there

To pick me up when I fell down

Your out-stretched hand, enclosed in mine

And I took you right down

You knew some day I wouldn't be there

I knew I'd kick you in the ass

I just couldn't stand to see you disrespect yourself,

To destroy yourself,

and to destroy me with you.