Kid Rock - Only God knows Why

I've been sitting here, trying to find myself
I get behind myself, I need only why myself
Looking for the payback , listen for the playback
They said that every man is pleased just like me
And I feel like number one, and i'm fast in line
I watched my younger son and it helps to pass the time
I take to many pills, that help to explain
I made a couple of dollars missed, still I feel the same
Everybody knows my name, they say the way I bought
The life as fucked male is hard to hang out in a crowd
I guess that's the price she pays to be someway gone like I
I could stand a one night stand still I can't find a

(Here you hear some strong drumbeatz)
And when the tons tons tons gone down, I will always be mine

Baby I forgot all the things I missed
Oh somehow I know that there's more in live than this
I settled too many times and I still stand in front
You get what you put in, and people get what they deserve
Still I ain't seeked mine, no I ain't seeked mine
I better given a just midmidn ,  I better walked down that line
So I think I could keep walking , with my head, head high
I can't movin' on , and only god knows why
Only god , only God , only God knows why
Only god , only God , only God knows why