Kelly Abe
Kelly Abe - Honesty lyrics
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It's 3:51 a.m. again and I haven't slept in weeks; Darkened eyes for a taste of God, an ailment, and a leash. Those precious things that were cornerstones of a precious simple life Are now precious victims of a 'self' driven dream outlined in shades of Christ. My strength was long invested in an angel with one wish: To hold my hand until she died, forever sipping bliss. And now my stregth is a viscous sword that strikes the ones I love And they wait to be further demolished cause solace is lodged in those I touch. Such fulfillment resembles a vomit soaked sanctuary - killing a new spot inside me; Depression replaced with a new persecution - of victim and culprit I guide me. OF VICTIM AND CULPRIT I GUIDE ME! There's a psychotic demon inside me... There's a sensitive loving retractable heart - if I give you my wound, will you hide me? If I bleed you a trail will you find me? WHEN I PUT YOU THROUGH HELL AND THEN ASK FOR YOUR EMPATHY: EAT YOUR CONTEMPT FOR ME. Knowing my penance occurs as I write through this sin with a relentless vengence LETTING YOU KNOW THAT MY LIFE IS A FANTASY SUITABLE FOR THE FETISH OF A BLEEDING DEMON BEGGING FOR GOD'S FORGIVENESS.