It feels like a part of me 

is falling asleep 

And there will be 

no chance for awakening 



The ship of death awaits me to embark 

An endless journey – the ascension of mine 



I stand in front of the holy shrine 

But I forever renounce Christ 



I thought to leave – forever the light 

when I had the never known wisdom 

to cast a forgotten spell of sight 



To open the hidden gate to freedom 

of the ones who rest – forever in peace 



I follow myself – to the ruins of pain 

Where old wounds do open wide 



Hurted by drops of blood – the red rain 

of remembrence that will never remain 



I imagine their souls – uneven in the dark 

No chance for being released 

as grave candles illuminate the grief 



Believe in ME ! 

For my soul I have found ...