I lock up my door
There is no distance I'll ignore
But in this case
I am lost with nothing to gain
I can't blame
You anymore
It's also my fault and I'm ashamed
I couldn't let go
It's not easy to explain

So here I am
Screaming out of control
Here I stand
Knowing I can't be yours
Here I am

Stay just for one day
Don't let this feeling go away
Silently take what is yours
As I turn away
Can't be brave
What is it for?
I used to be whole and so simple
I'll stay in the back
Blend like Indigo
And somehow I'll grow

So here I am
Screaming out of control
Here I stand
Knowing I can't be yours
Here I am

And through it all
I can't believe
That I am stronger than
I thought I was
Before I met you
You are part of me

So here I am
Screaming out of control
Here I stand
Knowing I can't be yours
Here I am
Here I am
Here I am