(feat. Ashlei Mayadia) 



[talking:] 

Hey, come into my house for a second 

What house, yeah my real house listen to your boy 



[K-Rino:] 

I been to' down by the world, now it's time to rebuild 

I'm real enough to call you fake, and you too fake to tell me that I'm real 

Out of your two sides, which one will we know 

The real side behind closed doors, or the one that you show 

When I'm alone I talk to myself, that's strange to you 

I think we all do, you crazy if you don't in my view 

Showing as much of my game face, the world can consume 

But how do I carry myself, when it's just me in a room 

Don't get me wrong, I thank the good Lord for blessing my stillness 

Like ignorance, seems to get more blessings than realness 

Positivity I condone, but still I'm prone to do evil 

Have you ever felt alone, inside a room full of people 

If we could read minds for a day, and hear what folks ain't speaking 

You might be shocked, if you knew what some of these people were thinking 

About you yeah you, I know that I'm being felt 

You can tell them lies to me, but you can't lie to yourself 



[Hook: Ashlei Mayadia] 

The side of me, that you don't see 

That shows the pain, and the misery 

That I'm going through, but never showing you 

But when I'm all alone, this is what I do 



[K-Rino:] 

My bad side I'm guilty, you're barely checking that 

I dream that I shed tears, the second that God read me my record back 

I activate thoughts, and sharpen my wits 

The deeper you go inside my heart, the darker it gets 

I rarely speak about my street wars, the things that I've done 

The youngster that tried to kill me, in 2001 

Or was it 2002, I can't remember myself 

I can't forget where I came from, cause I never left 

Now if I wanna stack, I gotta bring my serious mind back 

I put nothing past nobody, and it's a period behind that 

I been the villain and the victim, but my love is blind black 

If you ain't sure you heard me right, then rewind that line back 

I take the bad with the good, cause they feed eachother 

I might be tripping, but it's kinda like they need eachother 

Because without good, the bad wouldn't be seen and such 

And without the bad, the good might not mean as much 



[Hook] 



[K-Rino:] 

The me you don't see, the side that tends to play men 

The side the day he asked God, to forgive him for the same sin 

The side of me that's scared to fail, and won't face the ill winds 

That occasionally doubts, the existence of real friends 

The real me, not the M.C. that brag and boast 

The man who underappreciates women, he loves the most 

The side of me that wanna give up, but'll never admit it 

Who know the move I pulled was out of line, but still went and did it 

I'm trying to gather good intentions, and abolish what's left 

The man that's sitting inside the hoe house, with not of his self 

Do I think it's fair I make music, that not many jam 

Or hourly say I ain't tripping, but inside I really am 

Women come and go, relationships was never what they could be 

Some loved me, but I don't think none of em understood me 

Cause if they did, we'd still be together possibly 

But I can't cry about it, cause whatever happened was meant to be yeah 



[Hook]