this is not a test, not a test

don't carry any secrets

do you think that i can see you

i know it's late i need you



to open my chest, my chest

fix whatever you need to be fixed

so long as i can hold you

breathe in rhythm with you

its all that i've waited for



this is payback for all of the words

that never meant enough to keep me concerned

every homesick letter that never had the strength to find your door



this is just enough to keep me concerned

with every hope i had that you would return

and now i've learned that you've become everything i've once hated

still dependent



this is torturous, torturous

so close i can feel your touch

i'd be patient but i lust for you

i'll do anything you want me to



i'll be the best chance take you take

lost in the rhythm our bodies lay

girl you know i lust for you

i'll do anything you want me to



it's all that i've waited for



this is payback for all of the words

that never meant enough to keep me concerned

every homesick letter that never had the strength to find your door



this is just enough to keep me concerned

with every hope i had that you would return

and now i've learned that you've become everything i've once hated

still dependent



and if all i can do

is just sit and wait for you

then i guess i'll just be waiting till the end

oh i guess i'll just be waiting till the end