I wake up every morning to the sound of motors roaring 
they are drowning out the voicesin my head 
at night while I am sleeping I can hear the angels 
Speaking 
but I can't recall a single thing they said 
I see their lips move clearly I feel their presence 
near me 
but each word they try to tell me just slips through 
the cracks 
I push I strain I wrestle with my brain and then a 
voice from somewhere whispers to relax. 

I'll say a word for sickness 
she is my favorite mistress 
yes she knows my body like no other can 
my flesh and spirit keep colliding when her fingers are 
inside me 
oh my god oh my god, lady 
I'm your man 
Fever flu malaria come near me 
do not spare me 
I just long to spend another night under attack 
I wretch, I shake, I cry until I break 
and then I feel something release and I relax 

I've banged my head for days against the walls inside 
this maze 
I've never been to good at this damn kind of thing 
I'm in here with my father I'm just pacing but he's 
smarter 
he's been bulding a fantastic set of wings 
and like that I'm up and flying 
with the labrynth behind me 
but I go too high 
the sun is melting through the wax 
it burns it hurts I tumble to the earth and as I fall I 
feel myself relax. 


Am I letting go? I think I'm letting go. 
I must be letting go. 
I've got to let it go. Let it go. Let it go. Let it go. 

I wake up every morning 
to the sound of motors roaring 
they are drowning out the voices in my head 
at night while I am sleeping I can hear the angels 
speaking but I can't recall a single thing they said 
I see their lips move clearly I feel their presence 
near me 
but each word they try to tell me just slips through 
the cracks 
I push I strain I wrestle with my brain I wretch, I 
shake, I cry until I break 
it burns it hurts I tumble to the earth and as I fall I 
feel myself relax.