Impolite



someday I gotta give you back that smile

you were waiting for.I realise I was 

impolite I realise I wasn't feeling that bright

what can I do to put it all in the past?



why am I only a girl

who always get confused?

why can't I understand or listen like everybody

I know out there? 



I feel You've changed, I look in the mirror

and ask myself who am I!

oh yeah

what can I do to find my answer?

is it normal to feel this way?



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so many things I can't focus on

I am going crazy being alone without you

I wanna put everything I done wrong in the past

but my question is how?

I am just so lostc



someday I gotta give you back that smile

you were waiting for.I realise I was 

impolite I realise I wasn't feeling that bright

what can I do to put it all in the past?



so many things I find I want to do

But It seems like I am confused

so many things I can be good at

and find I might not want to do that!



I think I am looking for the word 

twisted, and unsure



someday I gotta admit to things

I've had and keep secret

someday I gotta give you back that smile

you gave me ..

I realised that the thing I did wrong was not return!