Tried suicide once didn't have the balls to go all the way
Thought a bottle of pain pills will take all my hurt away
I was so in depression and all this pain was gonâ?? murder me
Iâ??m still standinâ?? bitch go tell the fuck niggas come murder me
Born and raised on the Eastside ho??? what the hell he go
Young dumb ass nigga doing stupid as shit
What the fuck I know
Mama like â??boy better get it togheter
Here, read the Bibe-biti-biti-bibe-biti-biti-bible�
In one ear and out the other thatâ??s how she sound
In the back of my dome
Hit a half of pound in the back of her home
â??God damn boy what the fuck goin' onâ?
Iâ??m sorry mom, I ainâ??t built like that
But Iâ??m so stressed out and I feel so alone
Got a little girl, all the way broke as fuck
And I still live in my grandmaâ??s house
So my girlfriend thinks Iâ??m a loser
Bitch, Iâ??m tryinâ??, God damn, whatâ??s that about?
Fuck it, I feel like givinâ?? up
I cannot play the cards that God has dealt
I feel like thatâ??s enough
So I dig deep down inside to find a strength for me to buck up
What donâ??t kill me make me stronger
Now itâ??s time to get the fuck up
Ki-ki-killinâ?? everything, Iâ??m on that murder shit
I wake up everyday like thatâ??s the only thing my purpose is
All the pain I felt guess it was worth it bitch
Itâ??s when a nigga makes it to the top, I deserve that shit
I deserve that shit, I deserve that shit
If a hater loses his life, then he deserves that shit
I deserve that shit, I deserve that shit
We deserve that shit
Weâ??re so fuckinâ?? high, yup bitch
We deserve that shit
All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit
All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit
All I do is kill shit, kill shit, kill shit
All I do is murder, murder, murder
Murder, murder, murder
Iâ??ma kill everything in sight
I was put here to murk your life
Iâ??ma rapinâ?? and murder mics
Iâ??m a demon that cursed tonight
Put my heart on this paper and scribble pain like it hurts to write
This is sport and decapitate motherfuckers the first to fight
First to swing a sword at hoes
Loan that rope, my heart so cold
Fuck, I gave like throw my souls
Rap shit is like all I know
Been patienly waitinâ?? to flow I feel like I canâ??t take anymore
Iâ??m drowned in my misery, this despression is breakinâ?? me slow
Fuck it, gotta get up and fight, can no motherfucker here hold me down
Iâ??ma show these clowns, where the fuck is my crown
Click-click blah, Iâ??ma blow these rounds
Go so hard, we deserve that shit
Back then I was so wothless bitch
Canâ??t walk one fuckinâ?? mile in my shoes
Your pussy ass niggas better suck my dick
Yeah, Iâ??m tryna upgrade on my cashflow
Iâ??m kickinâ?? down the door so what the fuck you think this mask for
Hope you dyinâ?? slow then come back a faggotâ??s asshole
Kato on the track, so niggas know Iâ??m â??bout to spaz ho