Featuring m.c.u.d (jared gomez) of (hed)pe

Lyrics written by m.c.u.d (jared gomez)

Music writen by mikey doling/tumor fahnestock

Produced by mikey doling/tumor fahnestock and jim wirt

Engineered by jim wirt

Guitars: mikey doling

Bass: tumor fahnestock

Drums: shannon larkin

Turntables: dj product



Yeah

I gotta get through this shit (strait up)

Momma told me that there'd be days like this (strait up)

You it's easy to forget what my purpose is (strait up)

Just when I feel like everythings cool my drama starts surfacin' (strait up)

And all that drama hard to not let it blind you

So you gotta put that fake shit behind you

Don't let your enemy remind you of that time you fucked up

My boy would have told your to shut the fuck up (strait up)

I see fools laughin' and I wanna cry

I see fools livin' it upand I wanna die

Shit I feel like I got one foot in the grave already

I feel like jesus is out to get me

Test meand watch me fail

Uh huh huh huh

But I know it's not to late for me

He told me there's more out there than just hate out there for me

YeahI see you on a painted road

And I miss youI can't see youbut I feel you

Yeah I feel your soulyou know this

No matter what I know you still got my back

Heh I know where you at



I gave everything

I lost everything

I want everything

I lose everything

I hate everything

(strait up)



Huh I know where you at

I can't find you (I can't find you)

I can't find you (I can't see you)

I can't find you (I can't find you)

Why why



Back upshut updisappear

Whatshut upwake upI'm over herewhat



YeahI woke up and I cursed the day (strait up)

I woke up and I prayed for this pain in my chest to go away

Jesushe just laughed at me

Said my life was a tradgity and I was lost for all eternity

I wasnigga why are you forsakin' me? 

Huhmaybe you breakin' my heart (strait up) aww man

If I could just go back and start over again

Just have one good friend

ShitI'd take that shit to the top (strait up)

And never stop (strait up)

Bring that shit back again..hahahahaha

Yeahdamnjust one good friend

HuhI'm over herecome back nowshow me how

I don't care any moreI can'tI can't take it

Close to the edgeand I'm breakin' down

Yeah you see me breakin' down



I gave everything

I lost everything

I want everything

I lose everything

I hate everything



Yeah I know where you at

I can't find you (I can't find you)

I can't find you (I can't see you)

I can't find you (I can't find you)

Why why



Everyday another liar

Here comes another thief

Prepair yourself for much more sarrow

Depend on much more grief

Everyday another liar

Here comes another thief

Prepair yourself for much more sarrow

Depend on much more grief



I try (and understand)

I can't find you (I can't find you)

I can't find you (I can't see you)

I can't find you (I can't find you)

Why why



Back upshut updisappear

Whatshut upwake upI'm over herewhat

Back upshut updisappear

Whatshut upwake upI'm over herecause

Wake upget upwalk away

Wake upget upwalk away

Wake upget upwalk awaywhat

Wake upget upwalk awaywhat