Is this for real
Or is it just another fantasy
That I'm living in
Trapped in this nightmare we call life
I'm blinded by my hate
I can't take it no more
Locked up with the shadows within
I can hear them whisper
I can hear them calling
They preach the words of wisdom
But the words just fade away and die
It feels like I'm losing my mind
‘Cause the shadows within tell me how to end my life
Suicide is the only way for me
Don't try to save me ‘cause I only wanna die
Now it's time for me to say goodbye
It's time for me to close my eyes and fall
I don't wanna be alive
I don't wanna be a part of this anymore
Why don't they leave me alone
Don't wanna live when I'm alive
Why don't they leave me alone
Don't wanna face another lie
All alone I'm surrounded by silence
I hear them call my name
I hear them preach the words
They say I must believe
They say I can't go on like this
They never leave me alone
I am not afraid
To take the final step and close my eyes forever
What is left for me to do
Except taking my own life
And leave it all behind