I'm the queen of catastrophe the faded spade card in 
your deck of hearts
Squint my eyes at the dealer he hesitates
I can't let my secrets out keep a straight face and 
calm the noise
Of this debt-ridden hand, I'm trying not to fold
Trying not to foldÂ…

Wrestling time
I consciously rewind the second hand
Try to find the hoursÂ… I'm alive
I realize, I'm alive

Always try to comprehend as the odds of fate, start to 
wage
Do the ides of change make me feel alive?
The voices are screaming out, it happens now
Don't get weighed down, and fade away
AwaysÂ…

Wrestling time
I consciously rewind the second hand
Try to find the hoursÂ… I'm alive
I realize, I'm alive

OohhÂ… I've got a story to tell
OohhÂ… I've got a story to tell you

You can put me in a box I'll break through the window
Hold me down, I'll fight for my lifeÂ… I'm alive!

Wrestling time
I consciously rewind the second hand
Try to find the hourÂ… I'm alive
I realize, I'm alive

Here I go, grow by the light
I realize, I'm alive, yeah!