I wasn't able to deal with the pain and the loss

And the darkness would surround me

What could've been? What should've been?

Pain



And with the state of affairs and the way that I was

I took a pistol from the closet

I loaded a round, I opened my mouth

Closed my eyes, said goodbye

Then 'click'



I would find

Another way



Now I was able to tell it was stupid as hell

And the guilt was overwhelming

Oh how could I do something to you

Like that which had been done to me



I'm guessing either I'm dead or I'm lucky instead

And the shame of this will haunt me

Then strange voices started making noises

Out of something boring

Then I made my choice to



Find

Another way

Yes, I would

Find

Another way, yeah



Cuz I can barely eat

And I can barely sleep

And I can barely think of anything but?



"Well, "Well"



Yeah, I can barely eat

And I can barely sleep

And I can barely think of anything but?



"Well, Well, Well"



Because the weight of the world was amusing to some

We would sign a record contract

And then you, her to me,

Said you got worse to me

And brought supplies when I was sick



Now I'm dirty, in doubt and I'm empty as hell

I knew better from the onset

Of a party in a limousine

With faces from a magazine

A stripper sitting next to me

Just begging me to let her go and



Find

Another way

Would you find

Another way, yeah



Cuz I can never eat

And I can never sleep

And I can never think of anything but?



"Well, Well"



Yeah, I can never eat

And I can barely breathe

And I can barely speak of anything but?



"Well, Well, Well"



Because no one

Ever

Really

Could love me

No one

Ever should



Yeah, no one

Ever

Really

Should love me

No one

Ever would



No one

Ever

Really

Could love me

No one

Ever would



Yeah, no one

Ever

Really

Should love me

No one

Ever would