I've forgotten who i am im

sick and weak and fresh from sleep

i crawl from a crooked bed

with dirty feet and shaky hands

the numbers on the clock read

one-one-four-oh ay em

ive got time to clean myself

then sell my soul again

when i sleep i dream

i dream i am awake

or was it when awake

i dream i am asleep

im inspected by the number seven

this cant be my life

no this isn't me



i don't know whats beset this change

i barely recognize my own face

in my mind somethings just not right

but in my heart im bathed in golden liiiight

Bathed in GOLDEN LIGHT!

Bathed in a GOLDEN LIGHT



my eyelids still heavy my pulse still faint

im puzzle pieces- my memorys stained

i feel strength swell a day dream

im shaking under this duality

my pulse still faint

i hear a strange voice but know what its saying



AND IN THIS MOMENT

seconds stop and i BURST with clarity

a weath lf love and hate-- gone blank

for i finally remember MY FUCKING NAME!



I EAT ROCKS

AND I BREATHE WIND

IVE BEEN AROUND THE WORLD

AND BACK AGAIN

ive lost the static

and the grey is gone

ive got the power of

AMILLIN EXPLODING SUNS!!



I AM CONSUMED BY MY MIGHT

BLINDED IN LIGHT AS I WOULD BE IN NIGHT

THIS VOID IS HOLDING ME TIGHT

IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT



When will I ever break FREE

Within or without im chained by the dream

THE VOID IS HOLDING ME TIGHT

IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT



When will I ever break FREE

Within or without im chained by the dream

the void and the light are both me

IT DOESN'T FEEL RIGHT



bright lights flood my eyes

its true

now i realize the perilous truth

of a perilous life

by my own device the strength of my high

is the strength of my low

unless theres no me

they both

they both explode