Relax / forget the reasons why you're afraid 

let it go / it's the only way to rest your head 

in this bed you made 

now look what i've done to you 

i am a monster 

i scare myself sometimes 

i'm hanging onto a fading light inside 

tonight it's alright 

but we're broken and bleeding fast 

it feels good for awhile / you smile 

but it's guaranteed not to last 

now look what i've done to you 

isn't this fun for you? 

and still i pray for the day i'll understand 

why only blood can wash the blood off of my hands