I was told that life is beautiful,

Well I'm not looking through those eyes,

Wished upon a star and watched it fall away,

Well that's just one more thing,

That could never be forever,

Everything I touch turns to the opposite of gold,

It could be shit,

It could be coal,

That's just the way it goes,

Do I lead them astray,

Do I push them all away, 

I feel so cold,

From the exit of my soul



Don't know whether I should kill or cry,

Don't know if I should live or die,

Should I stand or walk away 

Don't know whether I should be myself or change

Hold my ground or rearrange

Should I stand or walk away 



I've been told that we live and learn, 

As I look through tear-soaked eyes, 

I'm full of scars but I'm not made of stone, 

And my heart's exposed,

My transparent life of terror

A sacred promise that's sealed by a ring of gold, 

It can't be bought,

It can't be sold, 

But you have to keep a hold, 

Did I throw it away,

Because of my ways, 

It feels so cold,

Now that I have lost my soul 



Don't know whether I should kill or cry, 

Don't know if I should live or die, 

Should I stand or walk away 

Don't know whet her I should be myself or change

Hold my ground or rearrange

Should I stand or walk away 



My stomach aches as I feel the sting

That runs through me 

Lay my head into my hands,

Falling to the ground,

I look up to the sky,

Please help me find my way back home



Don't know whether I should kill or cry,

Live or die,

Should I stand or walk away

Don't know whether I should be myself or change

Rearrange

Should I stand or walk away