June Crush
(H. McKenzie)
DECOY (2012)

Standing at the station waiting for a train
Getting far away from nowhere
To someplace different, but the same
You slammed the door so fiercely
My fear and flight alarm went off
I can't stay here just waiting
For you to admit your wrong
Cause there's fire on the stage 
There's fire in the halls
It's burning with your rage 
Now everything is gone
Is this a mean streak or low self esteem
Making you unkind
You're in denial if you thought that my love was blind

Don't forfeit and shy away
You need to stand up and yell my name
This was more than a crush
And our love was good enough
So get your head in the game

I thought that you'd never leave me
and our sync would forever groove
Our egos stuck in doorways would eventually move
Is this really how its gonna end
Us both too stubborn just to call
There's fire on the stage 
There's fire in the halls
Your words turned into rage
Consumed me to my soul.
Its just a mean streak and low self esteem
That making me unkind
I'm in denial cause I thought that this love was blind

Don't forfeit and shy away
You need to stand up and yell my name
Or was it just a June Crush
And not nearly enough
To keep your head in the game

Why is this so lost upon you
Why can't you just take the blame
And let down your guard let it go I'm disarmed
Don't let silence break  apart a love that's so much
Much more than a crush

I wonder if you'll hear this, I wonder if you know
I thought you were a best friend
And it's hard to let you go