I've always blamed it on you
Never tried to understand
I've always thought that I knew you
That my life was in your hand

I've been told my whole life to shut up
I don't want it, I never speak

I am so sad, I am so scared
So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away
I see my life it's not so fair

You see a gun aiming at you
Waking up with peace around
Why am I alone when I hate it
There're so many thoughts to let out

As I feel you in the back of my head

I am so sad, I am so scared
So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away
I see my life it's not so fair

I am so sad, I am so scared
So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away
I see my life it's not so fair
So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away
All is lost and it's too late
So close you're drifting far away
I just close my eyes and fly away
Life is shit and me it must hate