I wish you could see me crying like a baby



Grieving not believing he's on a machine keeping him breathing



He aint leaving hell naw he's staying right here



Hoping Im dreaming caught up in a nightmare



Emergency technicians cut him out his clothes



So they could see tha bullet holes put tubes up his nose



I suppose I'm suppose to be strong but damn that



My boy was supposed ta live longer



I'm remminesn bout drinking brews and smoking blunts



Prayed for the first time in months



God I know you cannot allow this madness to go on for so long 



But I think you proved you point were going to live right for now on 



His momma helped to tell me his fight was incredible



But it's inevitable if he makes it he'd be a vegetable



Raised nurtured him too much love



Too sit and watch him hurt so him pulling tha plug



I walked in seen him laying there



Looked like he was sleeping lights was blinking machines wasn't beeping 



It was just me my homie had flat lined 



so I hugged him told him I loved him For tha last time 







[Chorus]



I wish you could see me



I wish you could see me 



Wish you could see me



I wish you could see me







Cruel intentions complicating doom



Pulling for my partner in tha operating room



Sewed him up put him in I.C.U. 



The doctor told his family thieve done all they can do



We had high hopes just knowing he'd pull through



But he got this look on his face like he just knew



He might not be able to come back



I said squeeze my hand if you feel me he didn't react



So that's one more homie that we lost to the late night



[Rain Starting]



Kill tha head light pull up at tha grave sight



We were there twenty minutes seemed like forever it lasted



His brother broke down his moms collapsed on tha casket



See tha caretaker throw the first shovel of dirt



I cant begin to describe how much that hurt 



I can begin to describe I aint going pretend



I can't begin to describe that 







[Chorus]







In this game I don't lost some money but I can make my N's back



I done lost some homies but ill never get my friends back



Thick and thin we thought it wouldn't end



But we were wrong son life does not go on



Alone he died, He's strong I tried



But even grown men cry sometime no sunshine



Just gray skies tear filled eyes sad goodbyes



Visualize my homies ride, [?] before he died he said



Be patient it'll happen god aint calling you to balling



Stak you is meant for rapping be in shape



For your life to end you wound up in the Penn



For a mistake missed your big break



So now Im trying not to die myself



Choose my goals go for the gold and apply myself



I felt pain for henrys; I stained middle ones hurt worst



I see us putting you in the hearse



The redwood casket all gold trim



Three piece pin strip gators and brim



I can here him saying straighten up, you got music to tend to



Tell the country how we made good all that bad we been through 







[Chorus] 







Ohhhhh



I wish you I just wish you



Could just see me man I just miss you



And I just wish you could be with me cause



I miss you and words can't describe the pain



That I have felt since you have been gone



Since you've been gone long, long, long, gone



Ohhh I wish you could see me