ive been down, helpless, still.

i come here once again, feelings lost,

extinction of what used to be,

dwelling keeps me from standing on my own.

selfless dissection of emotion,

emotion i have left inside dredge this wound,

salt of tears, then i fade away,

slips away and fades raising eyes to see you,

anger is all i feel, missed your forgiveness,

just a witness of my own demise, searching these pieces,

they cut me, you laugh as i bleed, swallow contradiction,

just a victim of all i have inside this pain just deepens,

i can never let go, feel it numbing me, exist around you,

everything i know, ive held myself down to,

held myself down so that i will never fall,

all of this i feel i pour out for you, salvation,

in the release of all that i feel