How can it be that opportunity isn't knocking at my door? When will I find a better source of entertainent than my current unsuccessful, selfish one? When worst comes to worst i need a helping hand - will you be there in the end? I hurt myself more than anybody else. Will you notice me? It's hard to see anything working out for me with my own finances paying. I can't take care of myself let alone anybody else, I guess we'll simply have to wait and see.. Because she never left me at any time, and because she stuck right by my side, I owe her my life.. Because she gave me everything she can and she would do it again, I owe her my life