In my fear,

I fear 

we're seas apart in old worlds.

We began, 

in vibrant colors, 

but one of the things you said 

and i dread it.

That everything turns grey,

this is where i stray



I, I want so badly, 

to say that these things dont exist anymore.

When that indigo

creeps upon me i cant deny

that i'm blue,

and not like you



When I look into your eyes at times

it's within them i find 

a love i never knew,

still i'm bound to you.

Something inside so strong,

wont settle in me somehow, i'm not free.





I want so badly, to say that these things dont exist anymore.

when that indigo creeps apon me i cant deny

that i'm blue.



It's past mistakes not hearts that break,

in moral laws respect they take and

now

it still effects me to. 

If my one enemy is me,

then tell me how to stay true and not be blamed by you. 



I, I want so badly to say that these things 

anymore.

When that indigo 

I cant deny that i'm blue.

I, I want so badly to say that these things dont exist anymore.

When that indigo creeps upon me i cant deny

that i'm blue, 

and not like you.