I've watched too many friends destroy themselves, searching for fulfillment in the bottom of a bottle. And I know what it's like because I've felt it, too.
That empty feeling can be enough to make you break. I know it's scary to face the truth of our lives.
It's easier to just sedate our minds. Turn it off and disconnect ourselves. Numb all of our emotions until there's nothing left.
Sifting through the wreckage of broken lives. Watch it all fall apart, leaving us dead inside.
I won't settle for cheap escape, won't watch my life go down the drain, won't give up my control in an attempt to numb the pain.
Watch it fall apart, keep running from ourselves. Watch it fall apart, try to drown out all the pain. You fell apart.