you've disappeared

but the thoughts remain

so thick that i can grab them

why can't i forget all those times

why do i remain writing these lines

why should i complain about defeat

your face remains it's all i see

etched in stone... your face remains..

but soon i will break...away

why can't you see through different eyes

why can't you love me with a different heart

i face your fears one more time tonight...

i've grown to see that it is your loss and not mine...

i'll break away from all the pain in me.

this inner loss will break away you'll see.

i've slowly learned to deal with this fear

of living on without you

why can't i forget all those times

why do i remain writing these lines

why should i complain about defeat

get off me i'm done