Am I the only one here who feels this sense of urgency?

Am I losing my mind?

Do I need psycic surgery?

The pounding in my heart and the racing in my viens

Has become a curse to me



And it's an emergency that's become worse you see



I tried sex

I ate drugs

Nothing in the world was good enough

To cure this pain in my chest



I'm not gonna be happy again

No it never lasts

It's not worth the crash or the pain

So I'm not gonna be happy again



I feel like I've been surrounded and hounded by idiots in the first degree

Does anybody else feel like me?

The night is just a darker day that always seems to last

The day is just a bright nightmare shining with my ugly past



I tried gods rule

I tried the devils tool

And let me tell you

They got the same deal for you



I am so desperately vulgar with sadness

Oh I know

I got friends out the ass

But I can't get no where

I am losing ground

Without a stance

And I know

Oh I'm sickiningly addicted to sadness



Oh no no no oooh oh