I am sorry for the bother of repeating all the things 
I should believe in 
If I told my story could 
I use it to bring the all the end the everything

The effigy of what I set myself up here to be 
The hollow peace of living still giving up all I need 
Arrives complete telling every reason indiscreetly 
Lasting banner years of all the things I wait to see

Am I wasting all my time 
Fighting through this so-called life 
Can you tell me now 
How do we know just when the fight should end 
When I can take the broken, bent
And shattered hopes and walk away
From this place

Overcome by all the dangers, in a life less ordinary will you know 
The ones who dare to carry
On with all the changes, fighting to the truth inside of me 
And guiding what I need

The if's and why's of disbelieving everything they teach 
And their advice spoken in the words that never reach 
All the heights of heaven every lesson incomplete for 
Lasting banner years of all the things I wait to see

Am I wasting all my time 
Fighting through this so-called life 
Can you tell me now 
How do we know just when the fight should end 
When I can take the broken, bent
And shattered hopes and walk away 
From this place

Do you miss me since I stood and walked away 
To find the reasons why I'm living every day 
For that something that I can't seem to find this time 
But I will be all that I set myself up here to be 
And I will try to see the future through your eyes and keep 
Myself fine away from all the ones who punish me for 
All the little reasons every vision I will keep, but

Am I wasting all my time 
Fighting through this so-called life 
Can you tell me now 
How do we know just when the fight should end 
When I can take the broken, bent, 
And shattered hopes and walk away 
From this place