Something calls me

From a dark place



And so I pray every night



Something knows me

It whispers my name

And I'm losing my faith



I can feel it breathing

But it feels like something dead and cold



I can feel it waiting

But it waits for something in my soul



Sometimes I call out for you, and sometimes I'm afraid



So I beg God

For salvation, for an angel

Every night



And I ask God

Can He forgive me?

And I want to believe



I think I hear it laughing

But it sounds like my voice lost and old



I think it showed me Heaven

And now I know why I'm scared to die



Am I a fool in the dark, I don't know

Am I the ghost in my dreams, I don't know

Am I a shadow of life, I don't know

Am I afraid of the truth, I don't know



Sometimes I call out for you, and sometimes I'm afraid



So I ask for

One small mercy?

But it whispers 'Who are you?'



So I ask God

If He can save me?