Why did I do such a thing

to myself, my family and friends

I distracted them with lies

I thought they were blind

but yet they saw



What was I doing to me

I was so blind



Ain't got the time

Ain't got the time

to straighten up myself



I fooled everyone

with my tearfilled eyes

but not only with lies

Also with my cries

I figured I was better

but really I don't know

Cause nothing exists!



In my head

those voices screaming

wake me up

I must be dreaming

In my head those voices

screaming

dreaming



No one can ever drag me

back to shoot

I've got my own free choice

Working with learning

other people to know

how to handle it

And accepting all the lies

Fiction reality makes 'em cry



I got my own free choices



Ain't got the time

Ain't got the time

To straighten up myself

Fall down again

Falling again to the

Flipside of reality