Sometimes I'd rather take a beating

Sometimes I'd rather take a punch

I learn more when I am bleeding

You knock me down, then I get up



Sometimes I need to forgive you

Sometimes I want to destroy

Sometimes I know it was not your fault

But I blame you anyway



Sometimes I don't like to crawl

Sometimes I feel too afraid

Sometimes I know I'm not meant to do it

I do it anyway



Sometimes I feel so jealous

Sometimes I feel insecure

Sometimes I feel like I vanished in thin air

Sometimes I feel I'm not here