This heavy heart

Heart that I carry

Still holds the weight of you

And when I fall

As I always do

I'm crushed by the absence of you



Perfection is there

And the expression a stare

A face that leaves no trace of wear and tear

True beauty is cold



Love and hate and human sexual nature

This power is sustained by endless violence and pain

A cycle I can't understand



I'm tired of emotions

They bare me with distortions

They cut me

Screaming "Fuck me"

Wipe them all away now

Let them see through eyes made of stone



This heavy heart

Heart that I carry

Still holds the weight of you

And when I fall

As I always do

I'm crushed by the abscence of you



One look at you

Is everything to me

From this photograph:



And when I can 

Feel you around me

I'm crushed by the presence

CRUSHED