One time in my life 

I lost myself 

And you were there by my side 

I needed you there 

But I didn't know 

What I become 



Inside, I am a monster 

Inside, I'm a disaster 

Inside, it's getting colder 

But I won't go 

Until I say goodbye... 



I just couldn't see 

All the hidden tears 

That you kept crying for me 

Now I want you back 

But you can't see 

How you believe 



Inside, I am a monster 

Inside, I'm a disaster 

Inside, it's getting colder 

But I won't go 

Until I say goodbye, goodbye, goodbye... 



Inside, I am a monster 

Inside, I'm a disaster 

Inside, I'm still a monster 

But I won't go this way

No I won't go this way...