I can't see through this pain

Maybe now this looks hard for me
but it's always been, thanks for noticing
And I should have told you
and I should have showed you
but it never crossed my mind, and it's mine
so here's to you

So here's to you…here's to you.

and it breaks my heart all over again, my friend.
Tell me what do you fear
or what am I afraid of the most
That it's starting all over again
that it's starting all over again

it starts all over again
it starts all over again

I can't see through this pain, through this pain
I can't see through this pain, through this pain
I can't see through this pain
cause you're standing in the way
I can't see through this pain
cause you're standing in the way.