I forced myself to go alone

Because the clues had told me

my mind ain't what it was before

I feel it's passing thru me



I threw my head onto the floor

I felt so small



Hanging around like seats in a bus

Just being there waiting for it to turn

Normality for me is what show to watch

There's so many things that I will never learn



I can try,

and I can lie

But I can't change my feelings