I want to tear my thorn away

The shadow of my end

Once more I see less than yesterday

The vision escapes 



I cry for oblivion

The obscure image embracing me

Alone I can't heal what once was scarred

Still reminder 



Slowly - I spread myself open

Willing - To float through this rain

Slowly - This emptiness is turning to pain

Again - I draw back in fear 



Deep inside me something always screams

But I hide it all under my skin

I wouldn't want to masquerade

Deep inside me something always screams

But I just keep myself still

I can't care of anything anymore 



Injured by a blade of black

As I tear my chest open 



Take this dream I hold

It's cracked and it tears me

Take it as I hold up for you

I don't want it anymore 



Maybe I've just always been

The one to await the dawn shall not rise

I don't want to be

To exist in the world of lies