Happiness for me is fantasy

I made up in my head, 

cause nothing is working out like I planned.


On the outside a smile, 

On the inside the blackest heart you'll ever see. 

That's me making up dreams I never will achieve. 

That's me Mr. Insecurity. 


On the outside a smile, 

On the inside the blackest heart you'll ever see. 

That's me wearing my heart on my sleeve 

That's me Mr. Insecurity. 


It all comes down to jealousy and hostility. 

That's me Mr. Insecurity.