[Spoken]



Lord, if you don't help me I can't get though this

I can't



Lord, I'm too old for games 

Foolish wisdom 

And I'm tired of rhetoric

Meaningless rhetoric 

It never changes things



Lord, just help me

Help me



I was feeling GOD's pain!

And I've never had anything 

That's been any worse to GOD

In my 50 years 

That wasn't born in agony!



Never, Never!

Dead, empty, 

And I know that sermons won't do it!

I know that a new revelation won't do it!

Covenant won't do it.



I know now, 

Oh my God do I know it, 

Until I lie in Agony

Until I have been anguished over it

I'm preaching sermons, 

Oh God.



I broke down!

And I wept!

And I mourned!

Does it matter to you at all?

I can't handle this

I can barely make it into this



Little by little you're losing it

The lamb/love of GOD

The lamb/love of Christ

People I know, that were my friends

And I've seen them go one by one

Some of my closest friends!





You changing

You know what you were

You're changing

Little by little something's happening to you

Would it bring you to your knees?



That's all the devil wants to go

Get the fight out of you

And kill it

So you won't labor in prayer anymore

You won't weep before GOD anymore



Go To Hell!

No weeping

Not a word of prayer

It's all ruined!

You're laughing

This isn't life and death



When the walls go down

And ruin sets in

Where's the tears?

Where's the mourning?

Where's the confessing?

Love of Christ,

Agony of GOD's heart



We have sinned.