Dreaming of beauty and then for

bigger things, and im not sure 

whats the point to all your 

babbling. i have a right inside 

to decide on my own, with no help 

or promise...to do some thinking 

for yourself and if we hate each 

other for something someone else 

said, well then do some thinking 

for yourself, please let me make 

my own future with all the pitfalls, 

should i atleast