thinking about the times when I used to say
life is just a game anyone can play
but somehow that thought has seemed to fade away
I'll close the door on what's behind
I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind
can I find some peace of mind
so very very hard to find
being nineteen isn't what its supposed to be
waiting for things to be brought to me
why'd I have to grow up and see
that this world wasn't made for me
I'll close the door on what's behind
I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind
can I find some peace of mind
so very very hard to find
I don't need your help
I just need some time
I don't care for your thoughts
just for mine
I'll close the door on what's behind
I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind
can I find some peace of mind
so very very hard to find
I find myself a slave to things I've said
like in my life I will bring home lots of bread
I'm like a needle without a thread
cannot understand why these lights are red
I'll close the door on what's behind
I don't know anymore if I can find peace of mind
can I find some peace of mind
so very very hard to find