Sometimes life is more than pain to me
  I feel the power of my grief, Death would be such a relief
  All the secrets that I hide would die with me

  Depression is my only friend. Will this torture never end?
  Let me carry on to the dreamers' sky
  I keep crying in my dreams. Can you hear my endless screams?
  When I fade away I fade, away.

  Life is just a masquerade. In dept to myself but I can't pay
  Soon I'll call it all a day, away.
  I've never felt what you call guilt
  I still believe "do what thou wilt"
  My sorrow will destroy the world I've built

  This fluid on my cheek, it drains me, I get weak
  My heart is cold and bleak.. Black blood, black tears