Oh I feel the sting, the disappointment's catching up 
with me this time
Although I'll succeed I'm too ashamed to look into my 
father's eyes
oh what have I become 
Everything I ever wanted suddenly is proving real 
tonight... I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want are very things that 
push my friends aside
And I need them now, oh I need them now
I'm afraid it's all for nothing
Oh why is it hard to see, at a glance it seems that 
everything's just fine
Yet I see suddenly, it's like I'm seeing wounds appear 
for the first time
Everything I ever wanted suddenly is proving real 
tonight... I can feel it now
Yet all the things I think I want are very things that 
push my friends aside
And I need them now, oh I need them now
Cause all, all I see are these let down faces looking 
back at me
Everything I've ever wanted, All the lies I've ever 
told and the promises and hearts I've broken 
Oh I feel them now and I'm afraid it's all for nothing