he sits, knees toward the door. never realized how it's 
been all these years. head hangs down again. never 
realized how it's been all these years. to see his face 
crack a smile one last time. he's changing, yet he is not 
aware. and it hurts sometimes to watch you rage against 
the dying light. two months strong. one day he'll fly 
away. to see his face crack a smile one last time. try 
and stay away. had you been there for me i would not be 
here.