[Music & lyrics - D. Ott]



Can't fight this urge

I'm overwhelmed with anxiety

It's taking over me

Can't calm my nerves

I just can't seem to stop this calamity

Will it be the death of me?



I'm finding out

There is no doubt I need some help

How can I learn to protect me from myself?



This craving is too strong

Restraint is on the shelf

I just can't be alone with myself too long

Can't stop my trembling hands

I've got the shakes again

Convinced myself the needle's

My best friend



Never been so high

I'm sure if I wanted I could touch the sky

I'm already halfway there

But I'm falling down

Seems my time to fly is running out

Does anybody really care?



I've figured it out

There is no doubt I need some help

Can you try to save me from myself?



This craving is too strong

I've lost all self control

I just can't be alone

With myself anymore

I've nothing left to lose

And nothing stops the pain

But the poison

That I pump through my veins



And my tears they leave a stain

And my heart won't beat the strain

Cause the beast I just can't tame



I've figured it out

There is no doubt I need some help

Can I ever really trust myself?



My craving is so strong

My self-esteem is gone

I must stop

Or I won't be around very long

I won't be around:

Very long:

I won't be around: