I remember when I used to feel I was in control
"Man on top of world. man on top of world"
Everywhere I went people said that we'd last a whole lifetime as a whole going down that road.
All the time we spent together deep inside I thought I'd know if there was a problem that it would show
Proven evident that love is blind sight would come and go once my eyes had opened I was alone.

Will I ever be without you, able to see without you the life that we'd both planned through where did it all go wrong?

Hours feel like days, food don't taste like it did before
Brave face feels so false am I fine? yes of course.
Really cannot wait for this ache triggered by a thought to stay dormant or I find a cure
That would be amazing cause all this waiting pacing back and forth I just feel exhausted.
Highs and the lows take their toll on my heart and my soul wishing I weren't alone.

I don't believe that I'm going down
If I could forsee a way of coping now
I'd wear my heart on my sleeve and if I saw you I'd punch your lights out!
It's a little extreme but I've lost the plot and I need to get a hold of myself I know I won't forever be alone.