(feat. Jordana James)



You na know my stress

and you na know my pain

and you na know my shame 

and you na know what people used to pite I lame ‘cuz



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You don't know what I've been through

Jesus, he led the way, he showed me a better day

No, you don't know my pain, my stress, my hatred and my mess

He laid my sins to rest



An can laugh and to dem is worthless

But Satan and him crew need na curse this

When ‘nuff a dem canna see and can a laugh

Them a just upon a talk

See my life soon cut off, yo

It never easy, I was raised, single-mom

Mi father getup and gone, alcohol

Mi come a new job and lost, supposed to be a man

Never had a helping hand need a foundation

Understand that



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Mi na go see da man pied, paid no man

It was a hand him bite it come circumstance

But ya know mi never coulda make it if mi never got

Geta shot mi inna jail, held up inna body ball

A justi up and her so when fi mi Jesus have

Him give mi pleasure give me joy that I've never had

But Jesus Christ told me na more like now, be for Christ now

I'm free from sin and I ain't no joke but



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Don't tell me how you woulda feel if ya pushed aside

Mi living quiet but di devil wan me make up lies

Well inside mi dida plea that mi want Christ

Feel like mi want die, devil need na tell lie

And mek mi swallowed by mi sorrow prying on mi life

Upon di can mi smoking marijuana day and night

Well everyday upon the end sketch up in a fight

Gunshots start with a knife, look mi nearly lose mi life, yeah, but



I'm a disgrace

I'll seek his face

He puts the pieces of my life back in place

I'm gonna to praise him and lift up his name

I can't keep silent ‘cuz I'm not ashamed, no



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