I beat a man by the tram tracks once
Stomped his fucking stomach ’til his spirit seemed gone
He said he’d show me how a real man walks
Spat a lot of words when mine were sparse
But
The devil never screams
He whispers softly in your ear
He says
“First comes the pain
and now the devil is here”

50 minutes by foot and now I’m home
Numb my fucking skull until the devil is gone
I don’t even care because there’s nothing to be won
The pain remains the same
Until my heaven will come

Who are you to speak?
Words mean nothing when your brain’s asleep
Tell me, who are you to judge?
We’re all stacking bodies, I just dive in head first
Sick to my stomach, I’m sick of myself
Money in abundance, I’m in need of help
Said “could you show me how a real man walks?”
Might seem suicidal but I’m ready to talk.

Is it your light I’m basking in?
Am I alone with you?
Sun sets, it’s alright
I’m blacking out
Stay with me

I’m cutting all ties with the herd
- No more sympathy
I need release, we’re meant to be free
- Chains weigh my hands
I’m cutting all ties with those who live
- Tears like a downpour
Who dares to see me for what I am?

I’ll be cutting off my hands
So my mind is free.

There is a point where we’re not the same:
Your stomach is full -
I’ll feed on the pain.